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Religious Experience

Last week we talked about reasons to believe in Christianity. This week I want to focus on religious experiences. I think a genuine religious experience is a very strong reason to accept some religious belief. In fact, I question the weight of a religious belief that completely lacks any sort of experiential component.

Yes, Paul says that “Jews demand signs and Greeks seek wisdom, but we preach Christ crucified” (1 Corinthians 1:22-23), but I don’t think Paul is objecting to religious experience, but rather showing that the heart of Christianity is the crucifixion and resurrection of Jesus. Paul’s own life testifies to the marked change of being “alive in Christ” and “dead to sin” – I take these statements as metaphors for the tangible change in his life, which he believes is possible for all Christian believers.

I think it’s wrong to restrict the realm of religious experience too tightly. While the “warm fuzzies” in chapel may not be an exceptionally good confirmation of Christian belief, they shouldn’t be written off immediately. Even something like a sense of strong conviction while reading a Bible passage could count as a religious experience. The difference between that and seeing a vision or hearing God speak is, I believe, a difference in intensity rather than in type.

Over the last few years at Trinity I’ve being dealing with a fear of religious experience. This started when in my first year when I was taking Rels 102 and realizing that the Bible was not an answer book as I had previously imagined it to be. I believed that God revealed himself through Scripture, but I began to question using the Bible as the basis of Christian belief. Why was the Bible reliable and authoritative? I didn’t have a good answer to this question. So I figured that if God somehow experientially confirmed this for me, then I’d be sure, or at least have a high level of confidence in my belief. So I prayed. As I listened, I was filled with a fear that God might actually speak to me – I could accept him mediated by Scripture, but to be confronted by God’s words, of which I had no interpretational sway, that is truly terrifying. I knew that when God speaks I could have no leverage against him – I could not twist his arm to hear what I want to hear.

So my dilemma was this: the only way I could see God confirming my faith in him would be some sort of experience, but to do that would require me to be confronted directly by God, and thought was terrifying.

Of course, religious experiences need not be so intense. I distinctly remember once being in church hearing a pastor talk about his recent mission trip in Iraq (or Iran; I forget exactly where, but it was in the Middle East). He presented a slide show, and described how the team had prayed for God’s angels to protect them. Sure enough, in one of the photos were the outlines of angels on either side of the group. They were barely visible – as if they were some translucent substance – but looked like the typical picture: humanoid, with wings. The only reason I think this is not some false memory I have conjured is that the family behind me also saw them; the mom asked her young son if he could see the angels in the picture. (A few years later, I asked the rest of my family about the night, and none of them recalled seeing the angels, and had no idea they were there.) I’ve often pondered the significance this incident has had for my faith, and I think my honest answer is that it has had virtually no impact on the strength of my conviction that Christianity is true. My greatest conviction, surprisingly to me, has come from the fact that I’m scared of something when I’m afraid to receive a direct religious experience.

What about you? Have you had any religious experiences? Do you think they are something we should try to receive / prepare for, or will God just give them as he sees fit? How much would your Christian faith be strengthened if you had some religious experience?

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